It finally feels amazing outside and I have suddenly lost all motivation to do anything that I am "supposed" to be doing. I've been getting more and more eager to escape from work early, or not show up at all on Saturdays(optional at my workpalce), which I'm not doing tomorrow by the way. I haven't felt like going to the gym. I've only been once this week. Thankfully the semester is finally over and I am NOT taking any summer classes otherwise my grades would probably be going completely down the drain as of right now. I just feel like being lazy with my boys(boyfriend and son), going to the park, chill out in the backyard, maybe do a little gardening, relax with a book, and all that good laziness. Also, my video camera finally got here! So, that's adding to my excitement and wanting to get the hell out of work and go home and capture some fun in the sun with my two favorite boys!

Is it just me or does anyone else suddlenly get lazy, for lack of a better word, as soon as the nice weather decides to roll in?

So, last week a man I work with called in because his son's girlfriend had shot and killed his son..he was only 23 years old! Then, last night someone told me that a lady from their church and the woman's two children were murdered in a gas station that morning. These two have nothing to do with the media, but it just seems like there's been more things like this happenening lately.

I got on the internet when I got to work this morning and one of the headlines was a California couple, toddler found dead in apparent murder-suicide. This 44 year old man shot and killed his 42 year old girlfriend, his 2 or 3 year old son, and then himself. They were all found in seperate rooms and what really bothered me was that the little boy was found sitting in a chair. They don't have much information yet, but here's the link if you're interested: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090506/ap_on_re_us/us_apartment_deaths

I have a two year old son and I just imagined him sitting at the table eating breakfast all content or on the couch watching his morning cartoons while I get ready and that just really floored me that someone could do that to their own child. I mean I know the world is far far from perfect and people are insane; I just don't know if I hear more things like this because I'm older, the media, newer technology, or if people really are just losing it more and more these days.

Are more and more people losing their minds because of the economic downturn or is it that we just here about these types of things more these days thanks to technology and the media?

  "Auntie Emmy" and my Kody Saturday night my son and I dyed eggs for Easter with our "other' family, meaning my boyfriends. It was a blast. His Auntie Emmy gave him blue boobies and a smiley on his belly. Sunday we went to my boyfriend's grandparents for lunch/dinner. It was so good Kody actually ate meat! He never does. Then my boyfriend and I hid the eggs in the backyard and his little sister helped Kody find them. I lost an egg though. Couldn't remember where I hid it and nobody could find it. Haha. Oops! The day was great.This is about the most dressed up I ever get!

Yes, my eyes are closed AND I was talking..oh well, still like this pic. Me, my boy, and my boyfriend.My two favorite boys!

Later, Kody and I headed to one of my best friend's mom's house. We haven't seen them in forever! It was awesome! I also figured out what my next tattoo is going to be(she works at a tattoo shop). Yay! I love her, but never get to see her   Miss you! See you next Monday.  One thing that bothered me that night though is that I just can not seem to figure out why! Why do people have to talk bad about people that they don't even know?!? It's my business what I do, not yours, you don't know me so keep your damn mouth shut about me, and get a life! Thanks!

Well now it's Monday. I didn't go to work today(it's a half day anyway). My baby is sick so i had to take him to the doctor this morning and stay home with him since he can't go to daycare with a fever. My boyfriend picked up our new mattress this morning though before he headed to work. Can't wait to sleep in it. That's all I have for now. Time to go do some more laundry, make some lunch, and do a little homework for class tonight.